Yes. It happened. I CHEATED! Not only did I cheat, but I looked up someone I wasn't even friends with before! This is even worse because I was TOTALLY passive aggressively stalking this person. Long story short, I was on FB for work posting something and then I realized I was looking at a facebook of someone I knew but wasn't even friends with. Instantly, I felt as though I didn't really have to say anything. No one would know... except me. But, it would defeat the purpose of this whole thing. I chose honesty.
So it hit me. I need to become more conscious of what I am doing with myself. I made these goals in my first blog about actually doing something instead of Facebooking. So if I had time to facebook, then I have time to go to the gym. I went, I joined, and day one was today. I did it! I feel great. I am now posting this blog while taking a break from packing for an early morning gym visit before work tomorrow.
I am focussing as much as possible about DO-ing something. Cleaning. Gymin' it up. Trying to think creatively (I have a project in mind and will probably post something about it soon). Be here now, if you will.
I find myself thinking of posts in my head while I am out and about or soing something. I was at Costco buying edamame and a dog bed (first, who goes there to buy two things? Second, the two things are totally random!) So I am standing there in line and the guy in front of me brought his coupons (Costco has coupons?) a day early and of coarse his purchase turned into a big ol CF (cluster f...). I so wanted to post it on FB. Then I thought, who really cares about me being at Costco?
It is a different perspective "looking up" instead of down at my cell phone continuously scanning FB. It is nice.
I am enjoying this time. Will do my best to not cheat anymore. I will continue to focus on being here now and all my goals.